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today i was uncomfortable and nervous and horrible with words. i wanted to run away, like times before. i wanted to forget my intentions of making things right, because i wanted to take the easy way. i wanted to turn around and leave nothing behind. but i didn’t. i was brave and i was honest and i broke my own heart and started piecing it back together all in an hour. i apologized. i did it. after a year of pushing what i had done to you aside. after a year of petty looks and cruel thoughts all thrown at you. i apologized and i cried and you held me because you had forgived me long ago.
